THE DAY

Finally today come....my last day of my office work day,I never would think this day would come. All these years I am so afraid that if I really go, if I really going to resign what would become of me..& the questions still linger in my head, but its too late to go back now, I already made my decision & it's final. Financially I'm ok, I'm not totally broke if I'm not working, I still have my hubby to support me & 2 sons & 1 in the womb (i'm abt 5 wks prgnant). I have mixed up feelings happy & terrified at the same time. Now I will have 2 separate incomes - 1 frm my nusery & 1 suppose to come frm my small restaurant that will be opening soon in May. It both will support me financially in the future & years to come. Only thing now I have to double my effort, well no more 'makan gaji' term for me. With new member of the family comimg soon I don't know if I can do all the task, juggling both business at the same time...just wish me luck!

Nasi Goreng Telur @ Fried Rice with Egg

This my son's fav recipe..because he hesitate to eat any veggies & fruits, this is his daily menu (well almost)

Just heat up the pan with butter or planta (he likes the smell of it),
then break 1 egg, when the egg half cook toss in your rice mix well then add in salt & chicken cube,
that's it...its smell appetizing because of the butter & healthy too (well instead of eating instant noodle this is the next best thing, it contain protein + carbohydrate + fat)
Hope one day he will try to eat fruits & veggies...i just pray that some day will come

@ the beach

This is a scenery taken at ABF beach
..nice pic especially its not like ABF beach at all..like some place else

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Reunion2009

in the eyes of a baby

When i'm mad at him he sees me like an angry clown
so he will not cry but laugh & run away from me,
When i try to make him take his medicines
he will sees me like a godzilla trying to eat him up
so he cries like mad,
Dressing him up is a tough job,
he sees me like a matador!
holding his diapers try to get him to wear it,
but instead he runs right thru it like a cute baby bull,
....he sees fun in everything
he sees clown in everyone...
...he sees rainbow everyday
he sees food everywhere....
laughter is his favorite language
crying is his best solution
...but above all his smile make my day beautiful

viva 4ever

11 days to go then i'll be out out this office forever...so i emel all my good friends VIVA FOREVER BY SPICE GIRL, luv this song the 1st time i heard it. Leave all behind all the memories:the sweet, the bitter, the bad, the injustice, the prejudice feelings...all that i felt all that experienced...with friends there are memories i could never forget, but with some people all the hatred that I wanna trash away. The faces that shine in the morning when I open the door, the smiles that make me forget my own problems, the laughter that gives me reason to continue the journey, those are the faces I bring throughout the rest of my life...but when I am out of here I only left behind bad memories created by hypocrites drama king & queens!

we are the pioneers

This photo was taken in 1986....wow!.....24 years back!..we are all in standard 6 & we are the pioneers of SK Kidurong back then it was named SRK Kidurong. Some friends reunite in the facebook some their whereabouts are unknown. Last year we did meet in a memorable reunion in New World Suite,Bintulu, lucky we can gather a few friends in the picture. It was a simple reunion yet unforgettable & we wish in future can gather more in the list. Sweet memories with best of friends! Thanks to our teachers in the picture CIKGU MOHD SUHAILI & CIKGU TANJUNG....wish them the best in what ever they are doing & where ever they are now...

Sebauh Regatta

Sebauh regatta is a yearly event in Sebauh, Bintulu. This was taken last year while my family & I stay over night at Pondok Polis Sebauh where my hubby worked. Many participants take part & they camped just outside the pondok polis. Different colors represent different agencies that take part. Move further to the wooden shops there are many hawkers selling various kind of things. Fruits, foods, toys, handicratfs ...you just name it, its all there, berkampung at Sebauh for the two days event. I bought myself a pretty red bag...nice for office use. This year the regatta will take place at the same spot just that I don't know the actual date. Be patient I promise to take pictures again.

Life on a wheel

Life is like driving a car

Sometimes you have to stop at a traffic light, waiting the light to go green-to move on again

Sometimes you have to stop at a junctions, wondering where to go - left or right or just go straight

Sometimes you have to go thru tunnels, dark & long tunnel, wondering when will you see the light-& finally you see the light that change your life

Sometimes you have to go thru a roundabout, go round & round till you get dizzy......hahahha

Sometimes its just a lonely road with no car at sight just you driving alone...make you feel soooooo alone

Finally you will come to a destination called home, where your journey ends

But eventually you have to drive the car again this time to the shop nearby to buy some sweets for the kids.......with all the driving around i somehow forget to buy them sweets!..hahahahaha

17 days to go....................

just 17 days to go & then i'm a free person....free of busy life @ the office,but still i have other resposibilities-driver to my 7 year old son!.. i know some ppl will have to think twice about resignation,but for me, its the end of my office career, i wanna start afresh!....& the first thing i wanna do is going to Kuching, its been a while since i been there, since my ITM days. huh! .......looking back so many things happened, 15 years working at the same roof means a lot, lots of friends, lots of bitter & sweet memories....but that's done with, as malay says: tak bole buat suma org suka kita, tapi tak suma org tak suka kita......kan?..so the best is just b myself, b the best to my kids & hubby, be the best cook in My Irsyad's Kitchen (opening soon in May @ SEDC - normally known as kuburia to Bintulunians)